I don’t have that jazz voice, but I definitely relate. Christianity has no energy for me, I cannot feel faith or see god, but have prayed to no avail all my life, still hoping against hope for non fuck but love. I could not ever feel, believe, care, but felt all the reversekundalini that came with the care from another void, timeline, human. I prayed to be good and content and happy.

Published by: Elaine M

I’m a magical 44 year old who bargains she will experience joy and happiness someday and has aversion to the great pain and suffering from the past, who longs for the enlightenment of all in a gentle and loving way. Email me,

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