Stupid mind thinks of things in other realms, has no reference to things in the real world. Fucking dad in my bed, other dimension. He is invalid. I’m not my mom, but when I talk to her it’s rage for hours for days about what a piece of shit I am in my mind, my sex, drugs and rock n roll, I’m bad, I’m her, I’m a raging bitch and hate the whole world. Kill mental illness, supplanters, bring mental health to all who seek it, I’m an individual, I deserve peace, I’ve confessed to my wrong doings and if I had a secure mind I wouldn’t be bad bad bad.