Ugh, mad as hell. I can’t talk, I guess I’ll just go to bed. I talked it out with a friend. Wanna lash out, I have no restraint and the levels of nuts that go on up here are overwhelming to me, my state is horrible, I’m such a fuck up every day. It is better than ever, yet I can’t go on like this. I look like shit to my boss I’m sure. No idea if there’s anyone shittier than me in the whole universe yet I have no restraint or awareness of myself at the moments that matter the most.

Published by: Elaine M

I’m a magical 44 year old who bargains she will experience joy and happiness someday and has aversion to the great pain and suffering from the past, who longs for the enlightenment of all in a gentle and loving way.

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