I feel like I’m constantly in a downward spiral

People seem synchronically mocking my pain by talking forever and making triggering sounds on the phone – long call after long call till I can’t recover from the fall I’ve taken in my stats to the extent that I may lose my job. Constant looking in the mirror and I can’t correct the problem. I know what I’m doing wrong and can’t get any relief. I want to succeed abd be accepted as I am by every caller and have the calls be brief and professional and kind, and above all a good impression of normal.

Published by: Elaine M

I’m a magical 44 year old who bargains she will experience joy and happiness someday and has aversion to the great pain and suffering from the past, who longs for the enlightenment of all in a gentle and loving way.

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