Lost witness

The monster inside that tells me when to light m fury, light my fire, smoke signals, where is he? In my sorrowful heart where it feels safe, I cannot escape it and they cannot rape it. I’ve been more confident than pitiful, more kind than critical, I only possessed one thing, I know, a mountaintop of ice and snow. A voice that never seems to be mine, a telepathy that ceased to shine, a conversation never had, the one where I said I missed my dad. I don’t want to be him today, I know corrupt his words would say, I don’t wish to be abused, by calculated hate or fuse. The monster that witnesses what I hear and whose love this commits me here, I’m learning to train to do my will either by word or sight or non narcotic pill. Healthy choices to fill the voices and food in moderation. Killing time is neither drink nor food nor fornication. These are types of prayers said – before talk or food or bed- they mostly go unheard in here- I’ll write them out and kill my fear.

Bob Marley- redemption song-

Old pirates, yes, they rob I
Sold I to the merchant ships
Minutes after they took I
From the bottomless pitBut my hand was made strong
By the hand of the Almighty
We forward in this generation
TriumphantlyWon’t you help to sing
These songs of freedom?
‘Cause all I ever have
Redemption songs
Redemption songsEmancipate yourselves from mental slavery
None but ourselves can free our minds
Have no fear for atomic energy
‘Cause none of them can stop the time
How long shall they kill our prophets
While we stand aside and look? Ooh
Some say it’s just a part of it
We’ve got to fullfil the bookWon’t you help to sing
These songs of freedom?
‘Cause all I ever have
Redemption songs
Redemption songs
Redemption songsEmancipate yourselves from mental slavery
None but ourselves can free our mind
Woah, have no fear for atomic energy
‘Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a the timeHow long shall they kill our prophets
While we stand aside and look?
Yes, some say it’s just a part of it
We’ve got to fullfill the bookWon’t you help to sing
These songs of freedom?
‘Cause all I ever had
Redemption songs
All I ever had
Redemption songs
These songs of freedom
Songs of freedom

Published by: Elaine M

I’m a magical 44 year old who bargains she will experience joy and happiness someday and has aversion to the great pain and suffering from the past, who longs for the enlightenment of all in a gentle and loving way. Email me, elaine@reversekundalini.net

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